When you lose a loved one, your feelings are very volatile. You begin to tumble, crash and fall through ever minute and every second that she is gone. Like living in the shadow of yourself, you begin to fade in and out of life, unfinished incomplete, Broken hearted...
Pain... Tension... Fatigue...
Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
Burning, hurting, tearing.
My heart alone, cold and fearing.
Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest,
Let me forget
To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets?
These memories inside, swirling, twirling,
unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.
Repeating, resisting, insisting -
Refusing to be denied its recognition
Of its position in my
Frustration, Confusion, Delusion.
Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by,
Because there's so much to gain
By forgetting these dreams driving me insane.
Unfocused, unclear, out of control,
My world spinning, spinning, spinning,
My sanity flying through the door.
My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic,
Like fine sands running through my hands,
I'm losing my mind.
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Very Nice Poem. Its a awfll feeling when you lose some one. I am going throug the same right now. i am angry, sad. mad. I am losing my mind. over her.
cHRISTINA
I like the poem and i understand every thing that He's saying
brittany
catchy, smooth, clean , fresh , unwilling to escape my mind a beautiful poem that touched my heart with every click of the mouse
sarah
i loved this poem. this is how i feel right now. this is one of my favorite poems i have read off here.
Zacharus
I really like this poem! 'coz it fits me. this is really what i am going thru right now. thanks to the author! . it helps me feel better.
Jennifer
this poem is they same way I feel
Crystal
i loved it ! its exactly wat im going through right now . plz keep them coming !
Raquel
this poem is What i feel like right now and i know what your talking about im 13 years old and i dont think that im supose to feel that way but i get what ur saying and i love it so much i love to Write Poetry to and some day i would like mine to be as good as urs Raquel
Dezarea
i know how you felt i've felt the same way often but could never put it in any other words other than i wanted to crawl-up in a corner and hide from every thing in my mind, but the irony is that no one can hide no matter how much that person wishes to! well i guess i'm trying to say, it was awsome! love always, Dezarea
Tiffany
I like poems and ur a good singer! tiff
jay
it's exactly how i feel, i've become best friends with who i thought i loved and helped her with breakups and through the tears, hellos, flowers, and movies and hugs, and then someone comes. someone who hasn't known her for years, who wasn't there for the tears, for the hugs, the flowers, the movies, the hellos, and yet they are now together after knowing each other for a short time. this someone is leaving in the military in anywhere from 1 to 2 weeks for a year, and yet she's pursuing a relationship with him knowing she'll get hurt when he leaves and that while he's gone she's told me that there's just abou no chance of there being an us so i shouldn't even try. When he leaves, i won't be there to pick up the pieces. she was my first and only love, the only person i've ever opened up to. now all i feel is hatred towards everything and everyone; i'll never make that mistake again, never. I love the poem, because it helps as a painful reminder of why i can only count on myself and no one else
Tori
I like this poem, it reminds me of a friend of mine whos going through a hard time right now.
Shyann
I love this poem, My boyfriend broke up with me today and it is now 1:30 in the morning I just can't seem to sleep. I really related to it thanks.
cydney
its really how you feel when you lose someone you love
stephanie
this was an amazing poem and it says everything that i have felt before
Stephany
I love this poem because it describes exactly how im feeling
Juanitta
This poem was very touching. It explained everything i was goin through.
Tyrania
im speechless
Chris
To be able to express so many of the emotions that come with losing a love that was so much of your life is amazing. It shows how deep your emotions can go, and the hurt and pain that often comes with it.
Hope
This poem really touched me at a time when i really don't think i can hold on without the care and guidance of my Master. i think today i have been released. and i ache, i hurt, i feel the pain that never seems to end. i love Him with such intensity. i dont know how to work without Him.
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