This is a poem that I wrote at the end of a turbulent relationship. It helped me understand just what exactly was wrong with the whole relationship, him not accepting who I am and what I stand for. If people don't accept you for who you are, it is their problem, not yours, and you shouldn't change yourself for anybody.
So Excuse Me For Being Me |
| by Meghan Mcguinness |
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Pardon me For not wanting to be your side dish Pardon my resistance In granting your selfish wish Understand the only position I'm accepting is number one You still don't understand that After all is said and done Is it so hard And please for once be honest with me Is faithfulness a quality You will never be able to be So just help me to understand Just who it is you are And please do not treat me Like some ill- fated falling star If you know you won't be there Then don't say it at all Because you know you won't be there To catch me when I fall So don't feed me your bull shit About the road ahead Because I would have left you At the starting gate instead But now I am running wild And I am losing ground For I was foolish in thinking That you would stick around You remind me that I am losing With a tone of aggravation But all that I am leaving behind Is constant frustration You say that we have shared So many things that made us tight Honey all that springs to mind Is a pack of Marlboro Lights Anytime that you were not busy Being hung over You spent the rest of your time Screwing me over So I hope you are happy With the clueless girl who is next And I hope you learn there's more to life Than drinking, drugs, and sex You treat me like a child When it's you who's playing games You will probably be flipping burgers While I am relishing in fame Sometimes you will get mad At the way I will be All that I can say to that: So excuse me for being me |