I couldn’t ignore the pain any longer
Life was just too much
I never saw my life in future times
Or happiness and love and such
I’d been to the edge with the intent to jump
And had become happy with thoughts of no pain
Feeling my uselessness as an inherited curse
I had nothing left to gain
The sun failed to shine
In my world overcast
Birds no longer sang
And the first had become the last
All things good and whole
Had turned and went their way
They were never to return to me
So I felt I should just go away
Consumption by hate, to save was too late
Where should I turn now?
Why do I get kicked when I’m down?
When could I be happy? Or even better, how?
Fallen and fetal
I will return to the dirt
Bittersweet battle within
No longer would I hurt
Smiles soon faded
And hearts followed to break
As I cried out for help
I cried in heaven’s sake
Routinely I cried
For a hand to reach to me
I looked blankly at emptiness’ stare
And closed my eyes reluctantly
But I felt one more fight, a chance in me
To save myself from isolation
Piercing my lips were words of insignificance
And the end to my frustration
As time's hands moved on and on
Together, as one, we grew
Now solitary routine you seek
You seek you never knew
Tired of times we spend together
Tired of me you grow
Tired of being tired in time
No feelings will you show
But in time as your thoughts are even
Will I be thought of only as your pawn
And will you be happy or sad
When I’m finally gone?
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OMG! This poem is exactely what I needed to inspire myself to write a poem for my ex Mike that I want back sooo much. Thank you!
VANESSA
WOW,NO WORDS NOR ANY POEMS COULD DESCRIBE HOW MUCH IN SILENCE THIS ONE LEFT ME COMPLETLY STUNNED. AM I. I FEEL DEEPLY FOR WHOM EVER WROTE THIS. AS MANY TEARS THAT HAS FALLEN ALL I CAN DO IS SIGH CAUSE I KNOW NOW THAT I'M NOT THE ONLY WHO PLAYED LOVES FOOL!
alexa
This poem just expresses what I feel when Im down. I finally see Im not the only one with these emotions and feelings of giving up. What really got to me was when it said "why do they kick me when Im down" cuz that what I ask myself alot.
elna
you've given a justice with my fellings right now. tnx
Julie
This poem was trully admirable. I've been having ups and downs with my boyfriend for the past month or so. we've been together for a year now. and we talked everynight on the phone or online. and now hes going out with his friends more and more and it seems like im continually annoying him. i think he is getting sick of me. this poem literally spoke *in the way i interpreted it* of my life. the pain and suffering. and then meeting my love. and how it feels now that we are falling apart. thank you for this wonderful poem.
marella
this was a gr8 poem. you really touched me with those words. this is something ill never 4get. i took this to the heart.
samii
very good poems
MARIAH
I CAN REALLY APPRECIATE THIS ONE GOOD JOB
jamie
i have never read a poem so amazing. i loved it, i felt it, im going through it. thank you
nobody
hey. your a great writer. Your poem discribes how i'm feeling right now. thanks
Kayla
I realy liked this poem it realy tells alot about what had happend to me with a not true relationship that went on for 3 years. it hurts to know the truth.
Jade
This is a very touching poem. Glad that I found a poem that is exactly what i want to say to him but cant find the way to say it! I have been through alots and still grieving. Thank for put those words clear and say it's loud enough for these kind of people to hear. Hope they know what they were doing. Gezzzzzzzzz.
laura
this was gr8 i no how u feel
Kaylee
wow, You have in incredible talent for writing. This poem speaks so truthfully to my heart, I've been feeling like this for awhile now. It's brilliant, this poem, when i first read it i was amazed. Keep writing, i would love to see more.
Lacey
I love this poem it really could help someone like me ! keep going!
charles
Love the poem. keep up the good work.
Miss
Even though I'm young I can completely relate to this poem. I'm going through a similar situatioon where I'm beginig to dislike the man I loved.
Sarah
I really enjoyed this poem, keep it up!
miss
True True
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