As I sat watching by your bed,
A million thought ran through my head.
Of just how much were you aware?
Did you know that I was there?
Could you feel the love I sent,
In whispered word, Or prayer bent?
Upon my cross as I asked God,
To spare your life for my selfish cause?
So that I could tell you just once more,
"I love you Mommy! " as I had before.
And we could chat like days of old,
Over coffee cups all rimmed with gold.
And laugh and joke, or just to share
some small hurt and perhaps a tear.
To talk of the past, or things yet to do.
To sniffle, and sneeze, and say "Bless You! "
All these dreams now hang in shreds,
As I sit here with bowed down head.
And ponder on these sad thoughts.
Just to wonder, "Was it all for naught? "
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This poem touch me because I lost mother in Febuary. I was right by her bed when she died it was the most horrilbe sight and feeling that had happen to me.
Kim
Oh My this was just like living the night that my mother passed away
tiffany
I think this poems is so preety I could have gave it to my mom when she died but she left me when I was little and my brothers and sisters and my dad left I was so lucky I lived and they said to me that they wish my mom and every one else was still here and i said you dont want me here and they said you can stay here as long as you want i just wanted you to met your preety family i was the baby they told me that my mom is preety now every time i think of her i start crying and guess what i'm crying now this i sa preety poem.
danielle
this poems so sweet it just touched tht point in my tht a wanted to cry my mum died 2 years ago in was very ill for some time before that reading this poem just lets me no tht am not alone in loosing someone a truely love in all those things tht she will never be able to say to me xxx
Angel
This poem got to me. i just lost my mother less than a week ago. i loved it.
Lori
This poem fit me perfect. My mother passed away Sept. 6,2005. I sat by her bedside for the last 8 weeks of her life. Every thing you wrotr is just what I felt. Losing her was the hardest thing I ever went through.
KENNY SR.
I TO FILL FOR ALL WHO COMMENT TO THIS POEM BECAUSE I ALSO LOST MY MOM EIGHT YEAR'S AGO ON 12/26/97 A DAY AFTER CHRISTMAS TO CANCER AND I STILL FILL THE PAIN OF HER LOSS.
alisha
i lost my mom when i was 4 and i never got to meet her much and if i could just rewind time i wish it could of been me in stead of her and this poem you have wrote has really touched my heart so thank you!
lisa
loved the poem, and what a coincidence that our names are the same *smile*. my mother passed away last christmas of colon cancer and i still havn't gotten over it. do hope you know how much your poem has touched many.
Nadia
i really liked this poem, it really touched me. i haven't lost a parent but i realise i can take them for granted. this poem helps me realise just how special they are. xxx
Kara
This poem brought me 2 tears, i lost my mother wen i was six. Its very painful losing a loved one
KATHLEEN
VERY ARTICULATE!
jessica
it was very sad yet one of my favorite poems. somthing simalar happened to me. my mom left me when i was youngso alot of these poems make me sad and cry. lisa fisher god bless you. the highest amount you can give
Sheila
Ilost my mom on nov. 21, 2004. i was looking for A SPECIAL poem for my older sister who has taken over the mom role. i read this and cried , it brought back memories. this poem is so touching. THX.
peggy
i really like this poem my mother passed away on december,28,2004
Mia
My mom died of sewiside on march 3, 2004! it was devistating and when i read this poem. it reminded me so much of her!
Ptica
I lost my Mum too. and she was ill for quite a long time. cancer killed her. and I watched her dying, day by day. and in the end only her eyes were alive. but she couldn't speak. she couldn't move. it haunts me today. not knowing if she was aware of anything. of me.
Kimberly
this pome is really good
brandy
I lost my mom as well when I was ten, 11 years ago, from breast canser She past at out home in the middle of july that morning I looked out my window and saw them carrying her out It was a nightmare your poem was super I liked it alot thanks for sharing it.
Jason
Lisa, i really feel your poem it almost made me cry i lost my mom 2 weeks ago i know what your going through keep your head up.
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